Past few days ago, I had a meeting regarding a ceremony… Then, a word “fabricated” came out of nowhere… Then, i juz ask… What’s dat?? All reply…MOOOwaHAHAHA… stupid me :D. Then the meeting juz proceed ‘smooth criminal’ly… huehuehue.
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Actually, rite now, I juz thinking of finishing my organic report. I need to do the discussion part. But something juz happen to disturb my mind. Very2 juz now…
When i’m about to hv my tea time, someone BUZZ me on my YM. That person ask me about something and i juz give a proper reply of ‘No’… I think dats proper enough for me. But then, I kind of regret. I think about before. A case that juz happen. Not very long time ago but within this semester. A case that change my life a little bit, somehow. I’m not sure to post this thingy here or not but, i think , its much better than feeling heavy.
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All started with the Begin Day…
On that day, someone ask me to help with something. But also, juz like today i give a proper reply of ‘No’. Coz that day, i’m really2 busy. I need to clean up the kitchen and toilet at the downstair all by myself, alone. But its ok for me cuz i’m used to do it alone. But then, few days later. I got a chance to talk to that person face to face and like usual, i give a kind of stupid joke. But guess what? That person juz reply.
“I don’t want to talk to you. :p . Nobody2 but you”
At first, i juz tot that the person might be joking with me but then, during afternoon, evening, tomorrow morning, tomorrow afternoon and until today, I still get the same expression. Whoaa… gimme a break. Am I done something wrong? Yes I do, becoz of my ‘No’. And becoz of that, I lost one person in my daily life. My life is never same as before.
I try to ask my housemate, what to do? Some juz said to do what dat person want. Come on… dats juz too fabricated (am i use it properly?). At last, nobody care about that problem. I juz end up feeling nothing at last. I never approach the person after that. Juz accept my path, case closed.
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But today, rite now, i think dat the history will repeat itself. Maybe i’m too much into this. Maybe dat person who ask me today juz let it go by today. Maybe tomorrow stillhave something for me… Seriously, am i too much into this??
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To all my blog readers or anybody who happens to drop by…
Why am i doing my job? Coz i’m really2 love it. I enjoy doing the lappy thing. But, i juz do it when i’m free. So, please understand my time limit. I never ask payback for what i did. But then, when no one undrstand about that simple thing, i don’t know what to do… I never ask for this. Is it wrong for me to hv such a so called talent? If so, then I’ll try my best to never touch others lappy again.
ps: sorry if this entry is too much boring… :D
6 Respon(s):
pity to u my fren...i tot this alredi settled...hurm...juz improve dat 'proper no'...someday pipel would understand...chaiyok2
settled?? hurm... how am i gonna improve that proper no?? any clue?
hmm cam tau je..
aduii..bagi aku, mybe org tu terase the way ko ckp..'NO' terus direct 'NO'
Maybe next time if ko bz or ade mmg tak dpt buat..
ko ckp something cam..
"erm, alamak..sorry ek..sbb..hari ni bz skit..erm.tapi if free nt boleh?.."
or if mmg tak dpt membantu
"sorry, x dpt nk tlg la..but i leyh rekemen org len"
buat ayt yg elok n menjelaskan situasi.
bagi aku, isu2 cmni timbul sbb salah phm.
manusia pemikiran die len2.
mungkin bg that person, ko terus je ckp NO cam seolah2 xde kompromi lansung.
Cam ckp ngn cekgu disiplin.
hek3x.
tpi tuk baik kan hubungn yg dah keruh ni.. ko perlu usaha, n turun ego la..if due2 lage ego..smpai bile2 pon keruh.
cam emulsion r safuan. if snggup ngalah srg jadi droplet srg jadi continuos phase stable la emulsion tu..
dah if due2 nk jadi continuous phase..ape ko rase akan jadi? pkr2kan~
Haha... El2... ko x baca elok2 ker writing aku tuh? Properly "NO"... not directly NO... aku tak terangkan ayat tuh... tapi... ayat yg aku cakap, mmg macam ko punya idea...sangat2 sebijik. Tapi, betul la cakap ko, lain org, lain pemikiran dia. Susah tuk kita jangka... I already try to be everything, both oil n water phase including emulgent... but all end up with nothing... NOTHING!
haha nak tergelak sebab time tuh kami pun tataw gak maksud pa fabricated. HAHAHA jom gelak sekali!
owh... jom kita gelak secara berduet... :D
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