Raya raya jugak… assignment??

Lama bebenor da aku tak bukak blog nieh, rasa macam da berhabuk skett da kot. Kopi kat sini pon da sejuk agaknya.

Macam besa, profession aku sebagai seorang student make me not just a little bit, tapi sangat2 la busy. Balik rumah, sambut Syawal 2 hari jer, hari ni da start sambung assignment. Pharmacy Marketing, CVS, note2 RRB… suma tu nk kena setel sebelom balik… Doraemon… tolong! Henshin!!

Tapi macam biasa, da Henshin pon still rasa malas2 lagi… Nak makan rendang, melang dan keputat pon da rasa cam muak da…

Masak spaghetti la dulu…chowww…

Free moment…

Today will be the last day of the 1st week for this semester. Tomorrow, according to Viwa ( I just coming back from a date with meeting her) XD there will be classes like in the schedule…

Actually, from the very 1st day of this semester, I stay at the hostel with the seniors. Sorry my friends, I really doesn’t mean to hurt you all… please don’t mad with me…. Maybe I’ll go back to my hostel later then or maybe I’ll stay here for this whole semester… I have my own reason why I’m doing this, so hope you all can understand… With my bro besides me, I think I’ll be more discipline

Owh2… another thing before I still remember, today, the former member of this hostel is back… Just call him Piduih… I already forgot his real name (don’t want to remember actually )… Honestly, everybody in this house doesn’t like him much… What bout me?? I’ll choose the majority ….

BTW, today is the last day of Green Family Days… I’m invited actually but I cant join, due to my……but all in all, congrats to my fren Hafiz Rahim and all IPSA committee cuz without them, this 2nd family day wont be a success…

ps: Sorry cuz cant join you all….

Yeojaneun molla…

Actually… I juz want to say gudnite. Nothing much. Maybe several usual lines.

I bet, you have much work to do. So, i juz let this pass.

I poured everything here… hope my burden will be lessen..

ps: Juz… dont think of me same like the others…

2.46 am…. 01/06/2010

At this moment… I think I'm just thinking too much…

Nothing works on my way, as the way I want…

I couldn't bear with myself, regret of being the way I am…

When will I settle down properly this feeling?

You almost make me feel to dedicate that song to you…

Hope this stupid feeling just fade away…

Aku rasa layout ni dah cukup lawa da kot… aku rasa la.

Kalau tak faham tajuk tu, gi masuk tadika, blajar.

Dah dekat berbulan2, bermatahari2 aku tak update blog neh. Time cuti2 pon aku juz usha gitu2 jer. Malas nk update. Tapi skang ni, aku balik hostel, suma benda pon aku nk buat. Nk study la, update blog la, cari lagu la… Haizzz..

Xcelly, aku balik hostel sebab nk kena reseat paper exam…T___T. Besa ar, budak sudip la katakan… Dulu time soh blaja dok main2, skang tgk… org len leh dok umah rest2, lepak2 ngan family… Aku? Dok sini amik exam… Mangkuk tingkat bubur durian betul…

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Mood aku nk study ikut jam gak la… kejap2 aku tgk citer, kejap2 tgk Youtube. Kadang2 dgr lagu sambil study, x pon dgr lagu camtu jer sambil geleng2 kepala. Bancuh Milo pon, kadang2 rasa cam nk pediah kat org, kadang2 rasa macam kedekut pon ada… ikut mood ar.

Org tgk wayang, aku pon nk tgk wayang, Akhirnya mati kebebangan… Tapi aku x der la nk tgk pon…. Semalam ader plan ngan budak sorg neh, nk tgk wayang sebetulnya. Tapi, tu pon tgk gak la… kalau bulan cerah, leh ar gi, kalau tak, alamat bulan tgh gelap ar tu… (duit x der)

Abang aku gi NOGAPS (tatau singkatan tu aper)… best katanya… rini baru beliau nk balik. Kawan2 aku ada 2-3 org yg pergi… aku lak, lepak jer kat hostel, kunun2nyer nk study… HAizzzz T___T kunun2 la…

Wahai diriku… pergi la study.. kasi pass leklok… DAEBAK!!

Ahhhh…OUT.

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Dear you,

I’m not ever going to come back. To be honest… I was hesitating. I told my self that I could get out of this and come back. That’s why I kept my feeling. But I’ve settled down properly. I won’t come back again even if my life is on the line…